*If You Won't Remember it, Shoot it!*

How was your Christmas? This was my very first in the States and I must tell ya, it was great! I'm not big into parties and stuff so I really enjoyed being with a few people that I absolutely love! I can't say much lately, I haven't being in the talkative mood, that's why I haven't blogged like everyday, but I DO have a bunch of pictures and they, as always, can talk by themselves. So here they are...



















Hope you've been having GREAT holidays wherever you are!! Happy New Years Everyone!

P.S: I know there's like three different people in the pictures...I took pictures of everyone, I swear, it's just that they were cuter than everyone else! lol c'mon, lok at Hannah, wouldn't your glasses be focused on her allthe time as well?

It is Christmas time everyone! Being home is definetely a wonderful thing! I've slept so much lately! The only thing that I't very happy about is the cold! Well, maybe the cold weather is not that bad, the thing that doesn't help is the sleak ice. Some of you might not know this but I LOVE going running...like A LOT, like EVERYDAY and AS MANY TIMES AS I CAN. That is why this weather kind of sucks for me.

This Christmas will be a hard one. I'm not very "into" Chrsitmas myself unfortunately. Still, it will be hard to be far from my parents and friends for the first time. Even though I believe it will be harder for THEM more than it will be for me. This Christmas will be with Jacob's parents and The Taylors! So I'm very excited about it...have I ever said how much I love them?

One of these days (here's my memory sucking again...) I woke up with my phone ringing. I didn't have time to pick it up, which was sad becuase it was Rachel calling me from Canada. Luckly I got the chance to talk to her a little bit later on MSN to hear the GREAT news! SETH PROPOSED! How amazing is that, huh??? They're two great people and they deserve the very best. I really hope everything goes right when it's time for them to come back to the states. But no matter what happens, I know everything will be just fine, they're in the right path and I'm very happy for them! CONGRATUALATIONS guys!!!

Last but not least, I've been lucky enough to have had Amanda around for the last couple of days. If she only knew how happy that makes me! Amanda is a GREAT girl who works with me at the Boys and Girls Club and I'm more than blessed for having her there (I love those kids but sometimes they can drive me crazy...not only the kids). So, poor Amanda has been forced to eat my disgusting dinners (I'm one hiddeous cook!) now for two days, she hasn't called quit yet but she went back to St. George for Xmas, hopefully a coincidence...hahahahaha Have fun Amandinha!

So here's a couple of random pictures...I might get some beter ones this Xmas...
























Love you all! Have a Merry Christmas!!!!

I'm one weird person today! I'm on my grumpy mood (sorry Amanda! I really should be prohibited to play any game, specially at this time) but I have something to cheer about. Guess what? I got Hanson's "new" cd/dvd! hahahaha It's an acoustic recording of their first album to celebrate 10 years making music (or whatever it is that YOU call it). Anyways, it was funny, for the first time in a very long time Jacob found an extreme enjoyment on his 15'' computer screen and the sound in his earphones have never been so loud! It was so funny!

But yeah, today was weird. Weird because I've been thinking of some things that kind of upset me. Cookie cutter place this is. Neither me or Jacob try and fit in. I don't wish we did anyway...how sad is that? I don't want to be another one of them. I'm so grateful for having married into a family who's not a part of the whole cookie cutter crowd! But it's alright, we come and go anyway. I don't even hate it! hahaha It's just too much too hard having to care after so many years and why in the heck didn't I realize it before I needed to change it here? I guess I'm not making any sense...but I never did.

For a change...a song that says a LOT of what I'm trying to express, and some pictures...of Rachel! Miss you lady!

Isn't it weird. Isn't it strange.
Even though we're just two strangers on this runaway train
We're both trying to find a place in the sun
We've lived in the shadows, but doesn't everyone
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes
Isn't it hard. Standing in the rain.
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
No one can hear though you're screaming so loud
You feel all alone in a faceless crowd
Isn't it strange how we all get a little bit weird sometimes.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world being different is a sin.
So you don't stand out. And you don't fit in. Weird.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world if you're different you can't win.
So you don't stand out and you don't fit in. Weird.
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird
Strange, how we all get a little bit...
Strange, 'cause we're all just a little bit weird sometimes.









Tomorrow is another day!

I was #26 in line...aparently. We all knew there would be problems getting in line after The Walk...that happened very often in other cities. Some people got mad, some didn't...I just chilled. I was in this "zen" state. I had see Hanson, I had talked to Ike and Taylor, I was fine with whatever! Everybody else was freacking out though and that just made me laugh! Anyway, I REALLY want to get close to the stage though...last time I was so dang far away that I had to choose who I was NOT going to see during the concert...that's how great of a seat my mom bought me so I was "safe"! Goodness! When I got in, I raann for my life and got second row in the center (as I dont have a favorite). Jacob was right behind me, which was amazing as he would keep all of the other crazy girls away from me...so nobody pushed me and the whole concert was very calm! There were some very nice girls around us as well, like these three girls who were helping my husband stand the whole concert deal plus his terrible flu. So, there were two opening bands, both supposed to sing about 7 songs. I was upset at that moment. After walking barefeet for a mile, standing in line for a day, my feet weren't exactly in the mood for 14 songs I didn't know and didn't WANT to know. Anyways, after what seemed forever, Hanson comes on stage. It was like I hadn't seen them a few hours ago, I was happier than ever! They sang every possible song I'd want to hear. It was a very exciting concert overall.

There were jumping over the drums, throwing themselves on the floor, walking on the piano...you know, the classic Hanson stuff! hahaha One thing everybody was excited about was the fact that the whole thing was being professionally filmed. Maybe someday it will become a DVD or something and that would be AWESOME!

After the concert I was overwhelmed. I didn't know what to do and where to go. I wanted to see them for a last time so we went to the back of the venue to wait and see if they'd come out. We saw their families and also when they got into their cars to leave. Zac came out and talked to some fans really quick...I hadn't even seen him, Jacob was the one who spotted him on the other side from where we were. I didn't run to him or anything, I knew he needed to go soon with his wife. Taylor left in his car with his wife as well and I just waved goodbye and he did the same, nice as always. It was nice. Some people stayed becuase they were supposed to come back after going home to shower but I left. It was enough, I had had the time I had been waiting for 10 years. I actually had too much.

















































Thank you everyone for making it possible. Love you all!