*If You Won't Remember it, Shoot it!*

I'm one weird person today! I'm on my grumpy mood (sorry Amanda! I really should be prohibited to play any game, specially at this time) but I have something to cheer about. Guess what? I got Hanson's "new" cd/dvd! hahahaha It's an acoustic recording of their first album to celebrate 10 years making music (or whatever it is that YOU call it). Anyways, it was funny, for the first time in a very long time Jacob found an extreme enjoyment on his 15'' computer screen and the sound in his earphones have never been so loud! It was so funny!

But yeah, today was weird. Weird because I've been thinking of some things that kind of upset me. Cookie cutter place this is. Neither me or Jacob try and fit in. I don't wish we did anyway...how sad is that? I don't want to be another one of them. I'm so grateful for having married into a family who's not a part of the whole cookie cutter crowd! But it's alright, we come and go anyway. I don't even hate it! hahaha It's just too much too hard having to care after so many years and why in the heck didn't I realize it before I needed to change it here? I guess I'm not making any sense...but I never did.

For a change...a song that says a LOT of what I'm trying to express, and some pictures...of Rachel! Miss you lady!

Isn't it weird. Isn't it strange.
Even though we're just two strangers on this runaway train
We're both trying to find a place in the sun
We've lived in the shadows, but doesn't everyone
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes
Isn't it hard. Standing in the rain.
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
No one can hear though you're screaming so loud
You feel all alone in a faceless crowd
Isn't it strange how we all get a little bit weird sometimes.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world being different is a sin.
So you don't stand out. And you don't fit in. Weird.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world if you're different you can't win.
So you don't stand out and you don't fit in. Weird.
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird
Strange, how we all get a little bit...
Strange, 'cause we're all just a little bit weird sometimes.









Tomorrow is another day!